My Obsession w/ Control

My Obsession w/ Control

I have an obsession,

With control.

It is sort of compulsive.

When reaching a tipping point,

I react in this order-

Composure takes over;

I collect my mental notions and emotions;

& suppression- Yes, I suppress them.

Only way not to explode-

Like I used too.

I want to be all out of bombs..

Because sometimes I didn't aim them..

I didn't even throw them..

This control,

I conditioned myself-

For myself.

Not meant for anyone else.

& I'll keep it like that.

This discipline is mines

& mine alone.

So be sure,

To control yours;

Don't open closed doors.

"PoetsTruMental"